Thursday, June 10, 2010

New Direction??

Okay so Lately God has been changing everything, I've been learning a lot! I've had my heart set on going to New York to work with the Arabic speaking refugee children there for like 2 months, but over the last couple of days I've been not quite as jazzed about it, and having just moved, I realized I don't do well in an environment where I have no human interaction when I come home from work. I very much thrive on fellowship and relationships and I don't know if I can handle leaving everyone I know and care about for long periods of time. I think I might get homesick and therefore miserable quite quickly. I finally sat down and asked God today if I was going to end up in New York, and immediately I knew that it wasn't going to happen! and now God has opened a bunch of new doors, I just have to push through the feeling of being stuck, and figure out what the heck I'm gonna do with myself. Me not leaving of course now means that I still want to get rid of all my debt this summer, and I need an apartment and roommates starting August 1st. plus now, I'm super stoked to go to Palm Springs on a business conference! Tonight has been a roller coaster of emotions, I've gone from being heart-broken to being stoked. I just need to put all of my trust in God and know that everything will be alright!

Ali

ps. please keep my sister in your prayers next Tuesday she is having surgery on her shoulder they have to re-attach the ligament to her bone!